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Former educator and current wife, mom, daughter, and friend. Really, I'm just a southern girl trying to live the happiest, healthiest life I can. I do it with the help of those who know me best and love me anyway - God, my family, and my friends.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Happy Easter!

 
Easter always seems to arrive at the height of happiness.  When the weather is warming and blooms of all sizes color the earth in every direction.  When another school year draws near its end and celebrations become common.  There is a freshness to spring and the Easter season.  It feels like a rebirth of sorts . . . an awakening that reminds us we have another shot to get this thing right, to make our lives sing, to find glory in a new beginning. 


Some of us . . . we worry.  It runs in our blood and when the blood runs cold, the anxiety chills us to the bone.  All though the long, gray winter, we wait and we wonder and we worry . . .


Will hope return? 


Will the gray skies lift and the chill subside?


Will we ever again sense the opportunity for resurrection?  


Then, the sun begins to linger in the sky.  The dogwoods erupt in white and the tulips stand bright and tall and happiness sparks in the air around us.  And that hope we’ve been missing?  It settles back in and inhabits us to our core, warming our skin and making our hearts swell with possibility. 


We shop for new dresses and dye eggs.  We buy jellybeans and set out wooden bunnies.  We give up chocolate for Lent and we go to church with the grandparents and we sing about an empty grave.  We talk about sacrifice and stare at the cross and the happiness is so real, so full and true we can hardly contain it.


Easter is full of happiness.  It’s full of holiness.  And yet, there is an ugliness to Easter that we can’t ignore.  The ugly is part of the story, in fact.  Holiness requires wholeness, and the whole story of Easter?  It’s ugly.


The way they deserted him was ugly.  The way they disowned him was ugly.  The way they denied him, disregarding promises of loyalty to hand him over to death without a second thought.  It was ugly.  They tormented him and tortured him and treated him like a criminal.  This perfect man, this man without sin?  They made him out to be a common criminal.  He was their creator, their teacher, the author of their lives, and they nailed him to a cross and watched him suffer and bleed and die. 


IT WAS SO UGLY.


But that death on the cross?  That bleeding and breaking and breathing his last while the earth trembled and the sun refused to shine?  Oh, that utter darkness brought such light.  It brought such beauty.  It tore the veil completely, exposing His face as our Father and our faces as the ones of those He dearly loves.  It cleansed our hearts of all shame and washed us as white as snow.  It redeemed our souls forever.


If the story ended there, He would still be worthy of praise.  This Jesus . . . he showed us how to live and how to love, and he suffered and died for our sins so that each of us could have a personal relationship with the Lord. 


If the story ended there, we would still have an example.  We would still have a teacher.  We would still have a Savior.


But y’all . . .


HE LIVES!!!


Yes, he suffered and bled and died.  Yes, he took on all of our sin.  Yes, he sacrificed himself so that we could be free. 


But that isn’t the end of the story. 


Good Friday is awful and amazing, sorrowful and staggering, unbelievable and undeniable.  But most importantly, IT IS NOT THE END OF THE STORY.


Jesus. Is. Alive.


He was dead and buried, wrapped in linen and spices, sealed in a tomb.  And three days later, just as he said he would . . . just as so many who came before promised he would . . .  our Jesus . . .


He pushed that stone aside and walked right out of that grave.


We serve a living God.


That is the hope of Easter, my friends.  Any possibility for our own resurrection dims without the truth of His.  Our faith must be grounded in the whole story, the holy story of Christ. 


He died for our sins. 


He died to save us. 


He died.


But today, and forevermore,


He is risen. 


Friday, April 18, 2014

Good Friday 2014


Then the governor's soldiers took Jesus into the Praetorium and gathered the whole company of soldiers around him. They stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him, and then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head. They put a staff in his right hand and knelt in front of him and mocked him. "Hail, king of the Jews!" they said. They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again.  After they had mocked him, they took off the robe and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him away to crucify him. From the sixth hour until the ninth hour darkness came over all the land.  About the ninth hour, Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"  And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit. At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. 
From Matthew 27 


Good Friday.


All I can think about is that he knew what was coming.  He knew his friends would betray him.  He knew they would leave him all alone in the garden of Gethsemane.  He knew the crowd would strip him, spit on him, strike him.  He knew there would be a crown of thorns on his head, nails in his hands, pain, pain, so much pain. 


Hours of pain.


He walked toward it.  He didn’t flinch.  He didn’t falter.  He knew what was coming and he went there to die.


He knew God’s will and he fulfilled it. 


He was the perfect lamb, without blemish.  The perfect man completing the perfect plan.  And he hung on that cross in my place, and in yours.


Good Friday.


Grace Friday.


Grace . . .


Thank you, Jesus.

Thursday, April 17, 2014

My Lent Project: Lives to See Another Day


I know, I know.  There are 40 days of Lent, so why am I on day 43?  Math was never really my strong suit.  There's that, and the fact that I didn't take off Sundays.  The 40 day Lenten period doesn't include Sundays.  Sadly, knowing the Bible was not one of my strengths either, so I can't actually tell you why???  Nonetheless, there are still 3 full days until Easter Sunday and I'm going to keep counting blessings, because hey, God doesn't take days off.   And so here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Dreams that shed such light.


My own predictability.


A gaggle of second graders running down the field.


Easter parties.


Relay races.


Giggling girls.


Balloons.


Creative people.


Amazing teachers.


Connections.


Noon dismissal for the kids.


An extra long Easter weekend.


Options.


Mark 16:4-6.


Dinner with my girl.


My boy on the lacrosse field.


Unanimous decisions.


Jesus, who knew what was going to happen in Jerusalem . . . and went anyway.































Wednesday, April 16, 2014

My Lent Project: In Overtime


I know, I know.  There are 40 days of Lent, so why am I on day 42?  Math was never really my strong suit.  There's that, and the fact that I didn't take off Sundays.  The 40 day Lenten period doesn't include Sundays.  Sadly, knowing the Bible was not one of my strengths either, so I can't actually tell you why???  Nonetheless, there are still 4 full days until Easter Sunday and I'm going to keep counting blessings, because hey, God doesn't take days off.   And so here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Sheets to keep my newly planted flowers from freezing.


Waking up to daylight on late arrival Wednesdays.


Organic maple syrup.


Houzz.com.


Charlie's growing maturity.


Our interesting chats.


Libby's happiness.


Shakeology.


Community Bible Study.


Learning from others.


Booked flights for our summer vacation.


Her wagging tail.


A walk with my husband.


The pink dogwoods - wow.


Shawn T's Dynamic Core workout.


Shawn T's Speed 2 workout.


Walk and talk Wednesdays for the 2nd grade girls.


Good friends.


Coloring with my daughter.


Jesus, for he is our refuge and our reward.































































































Tuesday, April 15, 2014

My Lent Project: Extra Innings


I know, I know.  There are 40 days of Lent, so why am I on day 41?  Math was never really my strong suit.  There's that, and the fact that I didn't take off Sundays.  The 40 day Lenten period doesn't include Sundays.  Sadly, knowing the Bible was not one of my strengths either, so I can't actually tell you why???  Nonetheless, there are still 5 days until Easter and I'm going to keep counting blessings, because hey, God doesn't take days off.   And so here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Mornings.


The snooze button.


The rush of emotions when I think about this Holy Week.


My husband's dedication to our family.


Getting a fist pump out of Charlie.


Libby offering reminders.


Extra whitening mouthwash.


My Sonicare toothbrush.


Cars with cameras that help you reverse.


Closets.


Cabinets.


Eye drops.


The apostle Paul.


A wise woman offering her thoughts.


Knowing someone has prayed for me.


Tony Horton's Shoulders and Arms workout.


Tony Horton's Abs/Core Plus workout.


Meeting a goal.


When it becomes official.


My newly acquired Georgia real estate license!!!


When the skies clear.


A brisk walk.


Family time.


Jesus, who carries my yoke and gives me rest.


































































Monday, April 14, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 40


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Cuddling.


Good-bye squeezes.


A walk before the rain.


Receipts.


Sur La Table at Perimeter.


The cilantro lime salad at Nordstrom Café.


Organic sections in the grocery store.


Their kissable cheeks.


When they light up.


Netflix.


Great marinara sauce.


Puzzles.


Classical pianists.


Braves baseball.


Chalkboards.


A holy week.


Jesus, who assures us our faith can move mountains.



























































Sunday, April 13, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 39


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Palm Sunday.


Worship music.


People who can sing.


So much green in the backyard.


The generosity of others.


When things work.


Their appetites in the morning.


Pike's Nursery.


Picking out spring and summer flowers.


Playing in the dirt.


Gardening gloves.


Watering cans.


Petunias, lantana, begonias, geraniums, impatiens!


Sweet neighbors.


Little girls with braids.


Tony Horton's Base and Back workout.




Running into friends.


Riverside Pizza.


A Bulldog wearing the green jacket . . . again!


Emotion.


Jesus, who entered Jerusalem on a donkey, while the crowd waved palm branches and shouted, "Hosanna! Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord!" 























































Saturday, April 12, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 38


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Libby in her competitive leotard and warm-up.


Interstates.


Cheering on the team.


A great meet for the girls.


Her smile on the podium.


Pecans.


Fitness Blender's Shoulders and Arms workout.


Charlie in his golf gear.


Shopping with my daughter.


Wrapping paper.


Scissors.


Tape.


Nutella.


Zillow.


When Libby wants to play with my hair.


Wine from New Zealand.


Back rubs.


Jesus, the only name I need.











































































Friday, April 11, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 37


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Our family of four.


Kids in their pj's.


Blueberry scones.


An extra late arrival day.


Shawn T's Pure Cardio workout.


Exfoliating soap.


An appreciation luncheon.


Chicken salad.


Lemon frosting.


Good conversation.


The book of Matthew.


Grosgrain ribbon.


People who can service air conditioning.


Freshly cut grass.


An unexpected dinner date with my husband.


Grilled zucchini.



The Masters.


Jesus, who is indescribable, uncontainable, all powerful, untamable, incomparable, unchangeable.











































































Thursday, April 10, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 36


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


5th grade Bible study.


10 year-old boys helping each other.


Punctual people.


A passing grade.


Finishing something I started.


Hugs of congratulations.


A walk to the lake.


Dog leashes.


Tony Horton's V-Sculpt workout.


Exercise bands.


Vacuum cleaners.


The perfect weather.


When he's absorbed in a book.


When she's dancing with her friends.


When the business trip is over.


The puppy pounce.


Wesleyan.


A fitting celebration.


An entire gym in prayer.


The honoring of a deserving man.


A good band.


Watching them run to the car together.


Jesus, who has cast my sin as far as the east is from the west.





































Wednesday, April 9, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 35


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Chirping birds that signal the start of a new day.


A quiet house.


Plenty to do.


Supertarget.


Easter treats.


A full fridge.


The right size.


Advanced notice.


A long walk on a beautiful day.


Sidewalks.


Berkeley Lake.


Happy by Pharrell Williams.


Tony Horton's Core Synergistics workout.


Salt and pepper.


Her fiery spirit.


His steady demeanor.


Kisses.


Heroes.


Jesus, my cornerstone, my solid ground. 















































Tuesday, April 8, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 34


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Field trips.


Second graders.


Atlanta.


Lunch with friends.


The fish tacos at Taqueria Del Sol.


Guacamole.


Sunglasses.


Blue skies.


A walk on the cross country trail.


Songs by Meredith Andrews.


Dimples.


When he's so animated.


When she asks for my opinion and actually takes it.


When my computer cooperates.


Food without artificial flavors, colors, or preservatives.


Markers.


Her singing.


His humming.


Jesus, who offers grace to cover all my shame.




















 





































Monday, April 7, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 33


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Blenders.


Paper towels.


Funny friends.


Emails that make you laugh out loud.


Rain that washes the pollen away.


The head to tail puppy shake.


Shawn T's Max Cardio Interval workout.


The roasted shallot vinaigrette at Grace 17.20.


Great conversation with five wonderful women.


Having so much to talk about.


Authenticity.


Toast.


Stella and Dot parties.


Catching up.


Finding things in common.


Hugs.


Encouragement.


Love.


Jesus, the living water for all who are thirsty.























Sunday, April 6, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 32


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Sleeping in on Sunday.


The hot tub.


The smell of rain.


A family walk.


Tony Horton's Road Warrior workout.


A really big washing machine.


Their wrestling matches.


Yellow tulips.


A quiet drive home.


Safety.


Pictures of a friend's adorable family and beautiful new home.


Laughing so hard.


Yummy smelling candles.


Watching Charlie play the towel game with the puppy.


Libby's sense of humor.


Their increasing interest in trying something new.


Something to look forward to.


Jesus, who took my sin all the way to the
grave . . . and left it there.





































































Saturday, April 5, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 31


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


Waking up to a view.


Lake Oconee.


73 and sunny in the forecast.


A boat ride.


Charlie at the wheel.


Leaves on the hydrangeas.


Our water loving pup.


The kids having fun on their scooters.


Long driveways.


Tony Horton's Just Arms workout.


Finding a turtle.


Listening to music by the pool.


Time to relax.


Geese flying overhead.


When they get along so well.


Tall trees swaying in the breeze.


Afternoon cardio under the blue sky.


Her sensitivity.

Their cute conversations.


Affection.


The roasted Brussels sprouts at Linger Longer Steakhouse.


Jesus, the bright and morning star.





















































Friday, April 4, 2014

My Lent Project: Day 30


Instead of giving UP something for Lent, I’m giving THANKS for the many blessings of life.  Here’s what I’m feeling incredibly thankful for today . . .


A surprise addition.


Lovely, wonderful, appreciative teachers.


A baby asleep on his mama's shoulder.


Honesty.


Second grade girls excited about a classroom manicure party.


Nail polish remover.


My husband's ability to find the silver lining.


Departure from a bad situation.


Hope for what's to come.


Being back in sandals.


The women in my life.


Lunch with friends.


Tony Horton's Balance and Power workout.


Wisteria growing on the side of the road.


Rainbows.


A gorgeous sunset.


Reynolds Plantation.


My in-laws lake house.


Warm nights.


Jesus, the author of salvation.