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Friday, November 15, 2013

Bella Amare

Have you ever read Romans?  It’s . . .WOW.   I’m not even half way through it, but . . . just . . . WOW.

Romans is a letter to, yep, you got it, the Romans.  It was written by Paul, and can I just say . . . that dude means business.  You want a speaker at your next meeting who is sure to get everyone’s attention?  Paul’s your guy.  You want someone explaining things to potential clients?  Paul’s the fella for the job.  You want a person who can straighten out your employees?  Go with Paul.  Never underestimate a man who spent much of his life on the dark side, only to become a major player in the greatest story of all time.  Man can tell it like it is.
The first few chapters of Romans are a bit of a wake-up call.  Actually, ‘wake-up call’ is far too trivial a comparison.  This isn’t a Bose radio playing your current favorite Christian song as the sun rises, the notes slowly increasing in volume with each minute you choose to cozy deeper under the covers.  It’s more like Paul shows up beside your bed at three am, when you’re still deliriously asleep, and just as you float into a glorious dream about winning a $50,000 kitchen renovation from HGTV that will be completed by Ryan Gosling, Paul begins slapping you in the face.  Over and over he swings, stopping just long enough to let you take a breath and try to shield yourself with your hands, but you’re too slow, and WHACK, he hits you again.  Hard.  It stings, pulsing with heat that seems to come from deep under your skin, burning in a way that lets you know the pain won’t end anytime soon.  Your brain throbs with the knowledge that you can’t fight back, and your heart breaks as you realize you lost this battle before it even began.  You’re fully awake now.  You can never enter that state of idyllic dreaminess again.

YOU. ARE. A. SINNER.  
Paul makes no bones about the truth.  He is clear about the spiritual state of humans, and it is ugly my friends.  Very ugly. 

‘Godless and wicked’ are two terms Paul uses to describe mankind in the first chapter of Romans.  He also uses words like futile, foolish, shameful, insolent, arrogant, boastful, and evil. 
Feeling the sting right about now? 

I’m afraid it gets worse. 
Paul says human beings are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, and malice.  He claims we are gossipers and slanderers who suppress the truth and have no understanding, no fidelity, no love, no mercy.

Need a tissue . . . or perhaps an entire box of them?
The thing is - I don’t think Paul is trying to hurt anyone’s feelings. His goal is not to simply ignite emotion in his audience.  Paul just wants to be sure we completely understand the depth of our sinful nature, and he wants us to realize he is speaking about everyone.  We are all on the same playing field.  We are all on level ground.  There is no need to compare ourselves to anyone else – we are all counted guilty.  You can thank Adam for that.  Just as we inherit traits from our ancestors, we inherited Adam’s sin nature.  We are fallen to our very DNA, people.  Every single one of us has witnessed the irrefutable evidence of God’s existence and goodness, and we have all chosen to deny it when we live our lives in ways that do not glorify Him. 

“For His invisible attributes, namely, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made.  So they are without excuse.”  Romans 1:20
We are without excuse.

Paul goes on to speak of God’s wrath, and after what we’ve just heard, we know without a doubt it is justified.  We deserve it.  But here’s where Romans starts to get interesting.  At first, the idea of God being intensely angry - having wrath, if you will - makes me squirm a little bit.  My God?  Furious?  At me?  Nah, that doesn’t sound like MY God.  My God is a peaceful God.  My God is healer and comforter and redeemer.  My God doesn’t get mad at me . . . right?
Wrong.

The truth is, God’s wrath is nothing like human wrath.  God’s wrath is neither irrational nor vindictive, because God’s wrath comes from his holiness.  Because God is holy, he must have hostility towards sin, and we must understand this fact if we want to be in a relationship with him, because it is such an important part of who he is. 
There’s more.  And this is where Romans isn’t just interesting.  It’s good.

You see, Paul refuses to let us remain in the sin of Adam’s mistakes . . . in the sin we are born with and which follows us all the days of our lives.  After he’s beat us down with the truth of who we are as human beings, of why we are sinners to the core, and how we are wholly responsible for the wrath of God . . . Paul tells the rest of the story . . .   
The gospel is the power of salvation for all who believe.  Romans 1:16

The gospel is the power of salvation for ALL WHO BELIEVE!     
This is the message of Romans.  This is Paul’s message of victory. He has knocked us to the ground and it hurts all over – we are bruised and battered and burning with the knowledge that we are sinners and God hates sin.  But we don’t have to stay there, defeated and damned.  Yes, we are sinners.  Yes, we totally suck sometimes. 

But there is good news! 

We don’t have to give up because God didn’t give up on us. Instead, he sent his one and only son to die on a cross so we could be his forever.  Christ’s power and grace are greater than our sin . . . greater than ALL sin. 

We can’t claim to be a follower of Jesus and only speak of God’s love and grace – that will never be the complete picture of who he truly is.  To comprehend God’s unbelievable love for us, we must first comprehend how much he despises our sin.  The perfect fullness of God only makes sense when we see both sides of the picture.  God fully hates our sin, yet fully loves us. 
Now I need a tissue. 

God fully hates my sin, yet fully loves me. 

Like I said . . . WOW.
I’m pretty sure I’ll be writing about Paul, and Romans, again.   Every chapter I read gets under my skin and remains there, taunting me with new information and more conviction and the hint of an idea that what is coming next might not just challenge me, but instead . . . change me?

Stay tuned, and in the meantime, I hope you’ll remember something . . .

God hates every bit of your sin, because he has to.

God loves every bit of you, because he chose to.